Me

Uhmmm welll im bored here at my room... today was gay lol im so worried about my money lol idk if im gonna have enough for the things i wanna do for the wedding so its stressing me!!!!
I went to work.. it was the usualll.. i came home and guess whatttttttttt i was locked outtttt...  i stayed locked out for 2 hrs exacly... and then i came to my room and did more nothing lol.. just played pool with lipo for a lil while on yahoo lmao.. i dont think im going newhere today.. i want this wedding to come so bad cuz then i can start savn my money for other things hehehe... even tho im really happy about being a part in the wedding(only 4 days!!)!!!
Well neways school starts on the 10th that sucks ass!!! i hate school!!!!!!!!! this summer flewwww so bad.. i didnt even notice it go by so fast!.. omg im gonna be a seniorr this is gonna be so greatttt
its gonna take some hard work for all my mistakes last year lol but w/e im sure ill achieve it and prove that i can make it.. lol i sound like a nerd but w/e
after im out of school im planning going on a road trip to california or something.. or maybe hawaii i dunno yet im still deciding! and then im gonna take a year off or half year off just for myself and then go into beauty school!

yaaa well i still cant figure out my "friends"...
is anyone ever worth trusting.. i mean all of us make mistakes n eventually do something to hurt another person but hey thats our nature u know, we usually forgive n TRY to forget even tho everybody knows we DONT.. but like i always find myself in the position where im the one always getting hurt and being the prey... well i dunno i just wish i had 100% trust in at least one of my friends.. i have one right now but im just waiting on the stab.. hoping it wont happen this time..

well i think this enough for todayyyy...